when you are tired and on edge, and it is the middle of the night...
photo by hotblack
image from morguefile.com
perimeter
there was no warning
no sound,
a chill
slithered down
the spine
though
the night was warm
shadows flirted
with the
gibbous moon
outside
the perimeter
fence was
definitely
something.
the metallic click
of the bolt
locking home
was reassuring
as i armed the rifle.
HALT! WHO GOES THERE?
the eyes trying to
decipher
the shadows
HALT WHO GOES THERE!!!?
the fingers snapped
off the safety catch
of the gun
MUTHERFUCKER COME OUT!!
the breathing went laboured
the fingers damp
with sweat
and then
and then
with the moon
laughing
a soft breeze
breathing scorn
i knew
the ghosts were not
out there
the demons
were right here
inside the brain
about to breach
the perimeter.
28.01.2008
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“It's sad when you learn you're not much of a hero.”
― Tim O'Brien, If I Die in a Combat Zone: Box Me Up and Ship Me Home
I am not sure if it is okay to post a military themed work so soon after the tragic events in Paris on Friday. But damn it! The attacks prove one thing. It is getting more difficult to protect urban centres of major cities from terrorist attacks. The enemy do not play by conventional rules. They chose any target they like, they do not directly engage the military but attack so called soft targets, like clubs, restaurants, entertainment venues to extract maximum casualties. Security will increasingly be getting more expensive. We will lose a bit more of our privacy. We will get a bit more suspicious and paranoid and vocal. That is the harsh reality we will be forced into. But we will live life as normally as we could.
© cheong lee san ( dsnake1 ) 2015Labels: dark, military, mindscape, night, Poetry