Sunday, March 17, 2019

why i must slog on

This is something I posted way back when this blog was very new. A little gripe about why I must slog on. I am in much better shape now...

This piece is not very good in my opinion, hope to be back with a better one.





drawing by dsnake1





why i must slog on


i work
just to put something on the table
pay the bills
that are strewn on the sofa
like so many fallen leaves.

damn. $95.12 for utilities only?
how lucky.


my kid, in secondary three
thrusts her physics book at me.
flunked her test.
there's another one next week.

what, and you want a webcam?
how much? a hundred and what?
i don't see the....


We go through her books
as if i was back at school
though the day at the office was rotten
this chore i have to slog through

ah girl
can you explain
why $48.30 for SMS?


i work
just to put something on the table
ok it might come in styrofoam boxes
but it's edible.

daddy, not chicken rice again?
i want KFC.


chicken is chicken, dear. chicken rice only $2.50
and by the way, how was the physics test?


you won't want to know, dad.


01/11/2005
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“Reality continues to ruin my life.”

Bill Watterson, The Complete Calvin and Hobbes






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12 Comments:

Blogger Sherry Blue Sky said...

And yet, those years, when kids are at home, are the best years. I was a single mom of four, so I know that slog. I once thought I existed only to bring brown paper bags of groceries through the front door. They were very vital years, though not easy.

18 March, 2019 00:30  
Blogger brudberg said...

Oh... there is a sweetness of the chores and the children... Knowing this was an old one I hope it went well both with the bills and the school.

18 March, 2019 01:11  
Blogger Rosemary Nissen-Wade said...

It's not so bad! I think it's a delightful serio-comic look at family life with its joys and struggles, which had me reminiscing a bit. (Nice to remember when one is no longer in the middle of the struggles.) And I love the Watterson quote! And of course the jaunty drawing.

18 March, 2019 05:07  
Blogger tonispencer said...

No not very good but, realistic. Life doesn't always hand us roses. We slog on because we must. Glad you are better now!

18 March, 2019 05:56  
Blogger Mary said...

Sounds like real life. Lots just slog on from pay check to pay check! Glad you are in a better place now!

18 March, 2019 08:32  
Blogger C. Sandlin said...

And now I'm having family discussion flashbacks... :)

18 March, 2019 10:38  
Blogger Sanaa Rizvi said...

This really tugs upon my heart!❤️ All that matters at the end of the day is joy and quality time spent with family.

18 March, 2019 18:20  
Blogger dsnake1 said...

Sherry,

those may be tough years, but you won't want to exchange it for anything else. to watch them grow from clueless to rebellious to near adulthood, when they can take care of themselves, i think, those feelings are hard to describe. :)


Bjorn,

haha, fortunately, it went quite well. :)


Rosemary,

Thank you! joys and struggles indeed.
the drawing, at one time she was big on pokemons. :)

18 March, 2019 18:20  
Blogger dsnake1 said...

Toni,

thank you!
life doesn’t always hand us roses, and sometimes all we grab are just the thorns. :)


Mary,

ah, pay check to pay check! those were the days too. :)


Chrissa,

:D

18 March, 2019 23:08  
Blogger dsnake1 said...

Thank you, Sanaa!
yes, quality time spent with the family. :)

18 March, 2019 23:19  
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20 March, 2019 06:19  
Anonymous dsnake1 said...

Thank you, Anon.
No, there is no out-sourcing. just use the design templates that Blogger provides. I am still using the old "classic " themes. The newer layout themes and templates are much easier to use. :)

20 March, 2019 22:16  

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